Julia Day ~ Jewel​
Diplomate certified CranioSacral Therapy
Somato Emotional Release
Nondual Body Mind Therapies
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Oneness In Oneness ACIM Mentoring
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NON DUAL BODY MIND
Growing up, my life, like yours, was filled with contrasts;
the exquisite grandeur of Nature, music, dance, dogs, laughter, freedom, playfulness, intelligence ...
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and the chaotic hysteria of the human condition;
hierarchy, misunderstanding, anxiety, cruelty, enslavement, guilt, anger, confusion, abandonment, violence, shame.
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How could all this Beauty exist amidst the madness of separation, disease and death?
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Was suffering necessary? Noble? Inevitable?
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If I took my own life, would that assuage my pain and struggle?
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Could I escape?
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Why did bad things happen to good people?
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What was God?
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At times, a universal, omnipresent Love had filled my heart and mind,
a formless field, vast and all-encompassing,
It sometimes gently spoke to me,
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from deep inside
It dwelled.
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What was It?
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Why would It create this polarity we call life ?
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Why make complication and confusion when Love is so perfectly simple ?
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It took me 30 years to realize,
It hadn't.
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How did I get here ?
In 1971, my brother introduced me the to I Ching.
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It helped me learn to accept the ebb and flow of life and ride the wave,
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rest in something wiser than the way things seem to be.
No more raging against injustice, I settled into a sort of poetry, even reverie, at times,
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entrusting my life, more and more, to the greater Whole, Tao, Buddha, Spirit, Self...
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allowing whatever needed to occur, to occur, whenever, however it did,
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innately knowing that nothing is ever really as it appears.
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There were highlights, moments of sheer recognition,
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aha's that left me trembling in awe
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and laughter as the densities lessened and the comedy revealed.
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I also wrote in journals, O many, many journals, mostly burned now on the beach.
There was always a Voice inside me, ever kind, without condemnation, of anything, or any circumstance, or any one.
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I came to trust this Voice,
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pure Love, intelligence, inspiration,
and eventually, a long time later, I came to recognize It as my own pure Self,
not the me I seem to be, but the me I AM, WE ARE. GOD IS.
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